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Ill be there whenever u need me no matter what where are you now now that my heart is broken I miss you so bad Where are you Im torn from inside I wanna die My worlds broken I'm torn from inside Fuck them Who says were wrong Who don't understand Fuck them I need you Good i still love you I want you here I need you I miss you ihate how we have to live i need you here but i cant Lifes unfair

Stand strong child, don't be afraid What are you hiding from Dry your eyes, please don't cry She was miss independent She wanted to do everything by herself She could handle it alone Without your help She was misunderstood because she needed you more then you could ever know she can't handle it All her life she was taught only the strong survive She built up her reputation She appeared flawless in there eyes She always smiled and never showed pain She was so strong She wanted to survive All her life she was taught only the strong survive She was suffering Every passing day She faught all her life then her life started c

shhhhh she doesnt know what your hiding, when you smile to her face, She doesnt know whats coming, when her hearts beating for you, she only cries when he's not looking when he yells at her at no end she doesnt let anyone see the scars when she gets a little to depressed she doesnt understand why you lied when she was so understanding she doesnt know if your telling the truth when you say you miss her so much she screams at the top of her lungs when she's alone and confused she is truely scared she's gonna loose you when the distance becomes to much she cries out your name when she's sound asleep she misses you to much wh

a smile lays perfectly on her face only if you knew the disgrace she cant look into her mothers eyes how many lies can she say to cover why she cries hopelessly into the night her breath caught in her chest filled with fright She stands strong and unmoving but she's so broken inside He tells her he loves her he calls her every night He wakes her up with a text everything feels right She scrunches her nose in disgust She glares at him when he smiles She hates the fact that he can laugh He doesnt know what behind her smile She doesnt eat she doesnt sleep she doesnt try anymore her grades slip her friends lost she doesnt car

Call me crazy for missing him. Maybe i am crazy. I dream about his smile, hislaugh,the way heusedto look at me when i actedcrazy. Haventn talked to him in months. I wanatell him i love himoncemore....godid even go through another fight that felt like a worldwar, justtobe abletotalk to him. So yeah,call me crazy, cause imstillcrazy bout him. I flinch everytime someone laughs whenmy accentstarts to thickin.Istopped listening to rap, cause i couldnt standit. I dont talk to people the same as before. I dont laugh as much, and i feel like a whore. When a guy looks at me i shuffle my feet and look away, cause every guy i meet makes me wish you whe